urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf kill_2_surf kill_2_surf 2005-02-01T23:29:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:9609 2005-02-01T23:29:27Z 2005-02-01T23:29:27Z Duality, Slipknot I JUST GADGED MY EARS AND IT HURTS!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:9278 2005-02-01T20:35:08Z 2005-02-01T20:35:08Z Otep, The Lord Is My Weapon today was ok untill i got off the bus and i dropped all my stuff for art and it all got wet :( o well urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:9122 2005-01-31T21:27:44Z 2005-01-31T21:27:44Z T.R.I.C, Otep i havent updated in for ever<br /><br />im sittin here just waiting for something exciting to happen...<br />maybe i was made to dred urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:8902 2005-01-08T16:27:21Z 2005-01-08T16:27:21Z I might go snowboarding today i dunno rele its a little hott.... o well urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:8462 2004-12-30T19:40:25Z 2004-12-30T19:40:25Z <p>Lifes better now with out all the hassel........ i might as well dream.. dream for a better one&nbsp; </p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:8233 2004-12-30T02:46:29Z 2004-12-30T02:46:29Z <p><strong><font size="7">FUCKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font size="7"><img src="http://www.rajuabju.com/literature/images/the_mi1.jpg"></font><font size="5">&nbsp;IM GANNA GIVE UP...</font></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:8147 2004-12-26T21:56:47Z 2004-12-26T21:56:47Z cold,crossfade Right now im at my aunts doing nutin but we did warch the blue collar tv DVD which was flippen hilariouse!!! im just hanging out with some people n my cuz well i g2g peace <br /> MDA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:7860 2004-12-25T01:52:03Z 2004-12-25T01:52:03Z CHRISTMAS???? CHRISTMAS ???? O I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!! I WANT MY GUITAR urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:7429 2004-12-25T01:17:38Z 2004-12-25T01:17:38Z right now im in Mississippi its pretty fun down here. hanging with my cuzez and his friends their just like the the kids at home rele funny i have found my new group in Mississippi. But yeah its fun lol well right now my uncle just messed up our beef. lol o yay!! well i miss everybody in MD expecialy someone special (but im not telling ) :) lol hehehe. i love keeping secrets but im not good at keeping them for long. Right now im watchng the christmas story which is my favorite movie besides the christmas vacation with chevey chase. well i g2g because im about to eat my christmas eve dinner w00t lol i miss yall expecialy J-D hmmm i bet u guys dnt know.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:7364 2004-12-23T02:22:39Z 2004-12-23T02:22:39Z Theirs This Girl.............................. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:7066 2004-12-10T03:30:03Z 2004-12-10T03:30:03Z Crying in this corner is where I'll stay<br />My happiness was drained away<br />Your words hurt me like a knife to my heart<br />And I only smile when we're apart<br />I'll sit here lost in a hopeful dream<br />Ignoring how reality can be so mean<br />Scared to death, I scream and yell<br />Forced to live this life that I call hell<br />The ray of light has left me now<br />I kept it for so long, I don't know how<br />All of my tears fall to the floor<br />As I sit here, wanting to live no more<br />Now and forever, I'll have no place to go<br />Broken to pieces, my heart sinks low<br />I might turn to those who I think dear<br />Or I might just end my life right here<br /><br />(no im not suicidal. lol) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:6896 2004-12-10T03:27:08Z 2004-12-10T03:27:08Z Crying in this corner is where I'll stay<br />My happiness was drained away<br />Your words hurt me like a knife to my heart<br />And I only smile when we're apart<br />I'll sit here lost in a hopeful dream<br />Ignoring how reality can be so mean<br />Scared to death, I scream and yell<br />Forced to live this life that I call hell<br />The ray of light has left me now<br />I kept it for so long, I don't know how<br />All of my tears fall to the floor<br />As I sit here, wanting to live no more<br />Now and forever, I'll have no place to go<br />Broken to pieces, my heart sinks low<br />I might turn to those who I think dear<br />Or I might just end my life right here<br /> <br />(no im rele not ganna kill myself im just thinking. lol) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:6490 2004-12-03T20:56:42Z 2004-12-03T20:56:42Z Im just sitting around was playin a new game thats kool on the internet play it its rele fun go to www.cokemusic.com if any questions ask me well i have a game tonight at 5 30 up at carrol town i think were ganna lose of well its just for fun anyway urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:6269 2004-11-30T22:50:47Z 2004-11-30T22:50:47Z the thing i wrote was thoughts dnt worry nutin bad ganna happen im fine ............... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:6089 2004-11-30T22:38:29Z 2004-11-30T22:38:29Z last update was gay bc it didnt show up but it was mickey mouse flicking you off. lol <br /><br />i havent rele updated bc i rele didnt feel like it but ive had plenty of shit to think about. im rele confused right now but i think im better left alone. i like how i am but my rents dnt understand they always tell how shity i dress its fucking bull shit. but it will never change..... everything i wear is shit to them im sry rents im not perfect..... its ok though. also just people fuckin pissing me off i wanna hit them in the fuckin face. but lets not get into that catagorie but today my art teacher ( mr.sharp) blamed me on writing shit on the art table but i rele didnt do it it some fag in our class. so he yelled at me and blamed it on me and of course i didnt take my anger pill and he told me to earse it and i told that im not ganna fuckin erase it andi just walked away. the funny thing was that he didnt do anything about it. also i rele dnt know wat im ganna do about girls they confuse me but im still ganna try to find one its just weird bc i feel like im doing sumtin wrong. hey i know im weird i dnt dress bad and i rele dnt care wat people think about me but if u have a problem with that Fuck U!!! ahaha. <br /><br />right now im just sitting around listenin to jimmy eat world minding my own business with out anybody home i feel lonly like always even if im hangin with my friends i still feel lonly. but that doesnt make any diff to them . o well im a guy and i can suck it up. just when i hang out with my friends its boaring i dnt know y it just is maybe if i found someone i can rele talk to out of the group i would feel more open but i dnt like talking unless i trust them. also i keep thinking about my uncle and wat happen like 2 years ago when he commited suicide.... and my cousin attempted to but i rele didnt tell anybody at the time bc no one would rele listen to me. i still feel that way like i said i feel lonley.... but im ganna go bc i dnt like talking about this to a bunch of random people bc their is soo much more i could talk about but im not ganna.......... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:5833 2004-11-30T22:24:20Z 2004-11-30T22:24:20Z <img src="http://members.tripod.com/~AnnabellePunk/mickfinger.gif"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:5520 2004-11-30T22:04:53Z 2004-11-30T22:04:53Z <p><font color="#ff0000" size="5"><strong>MY EYES FEEL LIKE THEIR GANNA BLEED</strong></font></p> <p><img src="http://www.wtv-zone.com/IrishRose/Holiday2/Hallo-bleedingeyes.gif"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:5371 2004-11-23T22:22:13Z 2004-11-23T22:22:13Z <p><img src="http://www.bcrich.com/images/hi_res/wartribe1.jpg"><img src="http://www.bcrich.com/images/hi_res/tripp_eisen_wave.jpg">which one should i choose????</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:5074 2004-11-07T18:30:06Z 2004-11-07T18:30:06Z <p><img src="http://fusionanomaly.net/rageagainstthemachinebattleoflosangeles.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://www.dropd.com/issue/14/CD/RATM/cover.jpg"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:4735 2004-11-06T20:43:53Z 2004-11-06T20:43:53Z Oh, I didn't mean to yell <br />But sometimes I get beside myself <br />And oh, I didn't mean to rush you <br />But time keeps pushing so much <br />Oh, time keeps pushing so much <br />Your eyes stare at me in the dark <br />And I hope those eyes <br />Don't steal my freedom <br />My freedom <br />Oh, If I didn't give it all <br />When I stood you made me crawl <br />And oh, if you never heard the song <br />Then I could still hide down behind the wall <br />Then I could still hide down behind the wall <br />Your eyes stare at me in the dark <br />And I hope those eyes <br />Don't steal my freedom <br />My freedom <br />And I hope those eyes <br />Don't steal my freedom <br />My freedom <br />Said eyes, those eyes <br />I said don't steal my freedom <br />Your eyes stare at me in the dark <br />And I hope those eyes <br />Don't steal my freedom <br />My freedom <br />Oh, my freedom <br />Your eyes stare at me in the dark <br />And I hope those eyes <br />Don't steal my freedom <br />My freedom <br />Oh, my freedom <br />Said eyes, those eyes <br />Said eyes, those eyes <br />I said don't steal my freedom urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:4557 2004-11-04T20:50:54Z 2004-11-04T20:50:54Z yeah....... i rele dnt know wat to say i like this girl but she doesnt like me its hard bc i hang out with her and she knows that i like her and all i can do is sit their. i hate it but o well ill just sit around and do nothing like i always do.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:4278 2004-10-26T20:25:41Z 2004-10-26T20:25:41Z <img src="http://www.nymbus7.com/Korn.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:3882 2004-10-26T01:18:08Z 2004-10-26T01:18:08Z FUCK U THEY SAY THEY LIKE ME BUT DO THEY RELE???? IT NEVER WORKS OUT!!!! WHY?! WHY ME?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:3807 2004-10-22T21:18:54Z 2004-10-22T21:18:54Z Slipknot <p><img src="http://glazba.monitor.hr/intervju/slike/slipknot.jpg"></p> <p>hey thats my costume for halloween w00t!!!!</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kill_2_surf:3383 2004-10-19T18:10:24Z 2004-10-19T18:10:24Z I'm feeling mean today<br />Not lost, not blown away<br />Just irritated and quite hated<br />Self control breaks down<br />Why's everything so tame?<br />I Like my life insane<br />I'm fabericating and debating<br />Who I'm gonna kick around<br /><br />Right now<br />Can't find a way<br />To get accross the hate<br />When I see you<br /><br />Right now<br />I feel it scratch inside<br />I want to slash and beat you<br /><br />Right now<br />I rip apart the things inside<br />That excite you<br /><br />Right now<br />I can't control myself<br />I Fucking hate you<br /><br />I'm feeling cold today<br />Not hurt just Fucked away<br />I'm devastated and frustrated<br />God I feel so bound<br />So why'd I feel the need?<br />I think it's time to bleed<br />I'm gonna cut myself<br />and watch the blood hit the ground<br /><br />Right now<br />Can't find a way<br />To get accross the hate<br />When I see you<br /><br />Right now<br />I feel it scratch inside<br />I want to slash and beat you<br /><br />Right now<br />I rip apart the things inside<br />That excite you<br /><br />Right now<br />I can't control myself<br />I Fucking hate you<br /><br />You open your mouth again<br />I swear I'm gonna break it<br />You open your mouth again,<br />Oh God I cannot take it<br /><br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up<br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up<br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!<br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!<br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!<br />Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!<br /><br />Right now<br />Can't find a way<br />To get accross the hate<br />When I see you<br /><br />Right now<br />I feel it scratch inside<br />I want to slash and beat you<br /><br />Right now<br />I rip apart the things inside<br />That excite you<br /><br />Right now<br />I can't control myself<br />I Fucking hate you<br /><br />I Fucking hate you [x4]<br />I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]<br /><br />Shut up!