| Pain |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|06:29 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Duality, Slipknot | ] |
I JUST GADGED MY EARS AND IT HURTS!!! |
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| lalalal |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|03:34 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Otep, The Lord Is My Weapon | ] |
today was ok untill i got off the bus and i dropped all my stuff for art and it all got wet :( o well |
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[Jan. 31st, 2005|04:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | T.R.I.C, Otep | ] |
i havent updated in for ever
im sittin here just waiting for something exciting to happen...
maybe i was made to dred |
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| Might be Might not |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|11:25 am] |
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I might go snowboarding today i dunno rele its a little hott.... o well |
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| Feelings lost and confused |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|02:39 pm] |
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Lifes better now with out all the hassel........ i might as well dream.. dream for a better one |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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FUCKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 IM GANNA GIVE UP...
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| hmmm |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|03:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ok.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cold,crossfade | ] |
Right now im at my aunts doing nutin but we did warch the blue collar tv DVD which was flippen hilariouse!!! im just hanging out with some people n my cuz well i g2g peace
MDA |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|07:51 pm] |
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CHRISTMAS???? CHRISTMAS ???? O I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!! I WANT MY GUITAR |
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| Away for christmas |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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right now im in Mississippi its pretty fun down here. hanging with my cuzez and his friends their just like the the kids at home rele funny i have found my new group in Mississippi. But yeah its fun lol well right now my uncle just messed up our beef. lol o yay!! well i miss everybody in MD expecialy someone special (but im not telling ) :) lol hehehe. i love keeping secrets but im not good at keeping them for long. Right now im watchng the christmas story which is my favorite movie besides the christmas vacation with chevey chase. well i g2g because im about to eat my christmas eve dinner w00t lol i miss yall expecialy J-D hmmm i bet u guys dnt know.... |
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| hmm |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|09:22 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
Theirs This Girl.............................. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|10:29 pm] |
Crying in this corner is where I'll stay
My happiness was drained away
Your words hurt me like a knife to my heart
And I only smile when we're apart
I'll sit here lost in a hopeful dream
Ignoring how reality can be so mean
Scared to death, I scream and yell
Forced to live this life that I call hell
The ray of light has left me now
I kept it for so long, I don't know how
All of my tears fall to the floor
As I sit here, wanting to live no more
Now and forever, I'll have no place to go
Broken to pieces, my heart sinks low
I might turn to those who I think dear
Or I might just end my life right here
(no im not suicidal. lol) |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|10:27 am] |
Crying in this corner is where I'll stay
My happiness was drained away
Your words hurt me like a knife to my heart
And I only smile when we're apart
I'll sit here lost in a hopeful dream
Ignoring how reality can be so mean
Scared to death, I scream and yell
Forced to live this life that I call hell
The ray of light has left me now
I kept it for so long, I don't know how
All of my tears fall to the floor
As I sit here, wanting to live no more
Now and forever, I'll have no place to go
Broken to pieces, my heart sinks low
I might turn to those who I think dear
Or I might just end my life right here
(no im rele not ganna kill myself im just thinking. lol) |
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| Sittin around... |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|03:55 pm] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
Im just sitting around was playin a new game thats kool on the internet play it its rele fun go to www.cokemusic.com if any questions ask me well i have a game tonight at 5 30 up at carrol town i think were ganna lose of well its just for fun anyway |
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| dnt worry im not suicidal... |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|05:49 pm] |
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the thing i wrote was thoughts dnt worry nutin bad ganna happen im fine ............... |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
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last update was gay bc it didnt show up but it was mickey mouse flicking you off. lol
i havent rele updated bc i rele didnt feel like it but ive had plenty of shit to think about. im rele confused right now but i think im better left alone. i like how i am but my rents dnt understand they always tell how shity i dress its fucking bull shit. but it will never change..... everything i wear is shit to them im sry rents im not perfect..... its ok though. also just people fuckin pissing me off i wanna hit them in the fuckin face. but lets not get into that catagorie but today my art teacher ( mr.sharp) blamed me on writing shit on the art table but i rele didnt do it it some fag in our class. so he yelled at me and blamed it on me and of course i didnt take my anger pill and he told me to earse it and i told that im not ganna fuckin erase it andi just walked away. the funny thing was that he didnt do anything about it. also i rele dnt know wat im ganna do about girls they confuse me but im still ganna try to find one its just weird bc i feel like im doing sumtin wrong. hey i know im weird i dnt dress bad and i rele dnt care wat people think about me but if u have a problem with that Fuck U!!! ahaha.
right now im just sitting around listenin to jimmy eat world minding my own business with out anybody home i feel lonly like always even if im hangin with my friends i still feel lonly. but that doesnt make any diff to them . o well im a guy and i can suck it up. just when i hang out with my friends its boaring i dnt know y it just is maybe if i found someone i can rele talk to out of the group i would feel more open but i dnt like talking unless i trust them. also i keep thinking about my uncle and wat happen like 2 years ago when he commited suicide.... and my cousin attempted to but i rele didnt tell anybody at the time bc no one would rele listen to me. i still feel that way like i said i feel lonley.... but im ganna go bc i dnt like talking about this to a bunch of random people bc their is soo much more i could talk about but im not ganna.......... |
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| Disturbed |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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MY EYES FEEL LIKE THEIR GANNA BLEED
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|05:18 pm] |
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  which one should i choose????
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| To Whom It May Concern |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
Oh, I didn't mean to yell
But sometimes I get beside myself
And oh, I didn't mean to rush you
But time keeps pushing so much
Oh, time keeps pushing so much
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, If I didn't give it all
When I stood you made me crawl
And oh, if you never heard the song
Then I could still hide down behind the wall
Then I could still hide down behind the wall
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Said eyes, those eyes
I said don't steal my freedom
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, my freedom
Your eyes stare at me in the dark
And I hope those eyes
Don't steal my freedom
My freedom
Oh, my freedom
Said eyes, those eyes
Said eyes, those eyes
I said don't steal my freedom |
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